dream : legacy : tarot , 2006-03-19 , 12:31 p.m.
The blood streamed into the veins of despair. The acid burns the superficiality away till nothing is left. When the picture is finally completed, there is no longer anyone standing. The foolishness of such dilemma only proves the futility of human power. Even like so, it is constantly drained that either one form of life is taken, or the other rejuvenated. The pointless decision now is to decide, whether to decipher this mystery that is life-consuming, or simply running away for life. One who believes in truth damnation understands, a horrid birth represents a horrid destiny.
Be it good or bad, it's still horrid.
Running through nemesis after nemesis, when will the end ever come? In the middle of the lost darkness, all is but saved from destruction. In the rememberance of use foolishness, it sent a message, and left a puzzle to solve. Perilous and deadly, the truth will only burn the flesh of the broken covenant. As the fled conitnues, more bloodshed, more betrayal. One for thyself, show thee mercy and massscre thyself. It's the food chain that prevails the fled, the need to feed, be fed and to satisfy.
One year, two............. maybe four or five years, the flee continues. It only embarks further heights than before to unleash the true nature of demonity. Perhaps the fruit of labour only succumbs to its own weakness, however to escape, to kill is inevitable. As the days further, lengthen and sprawl into its own legacy, nothing of the previous sacrifice is made known of. The piles of dictated lies only compiles higher into the history that rode across. No one dares question its validity, because it is forbidden.
By whom? The likes of the elders?
Scrw them, for they aren't the ones in the action.
They send the wrong messages, made the fraud seemingly to human like. They tormented the powers of the wise, they sent them directly into the perils of hell. They sent them on a journey meant to exhaust them, tire, and kill them. Unfortunately, there was a lost intepretation of all this problems, there wasn't a guide to kill. The wise wouldn't be murdered successfully. Only the hatred bearing deep inside it something they have decided to continue its lifespan. For the body who can't continue in this cat and mouse race, only sacrifice and giving up is the only option left. Like sheeps losing their senses, they broke their limbs, bleed endlessly, casting a finaly spell to their own body, sealing their spirit from within.
All seventy-eight of them...................... fell.
The covenant rejoiced upon the receivement of the wrenched wisemen, who claimed to have been too smart for their own good. The compliancy of the overlord loads barrels of wine for the benevolence of his warrior, and the rewards were endless. The bodies of the wisemen were hung on the walls of the great hall, dripping tainted blood and rotting flesh after years of exuling. Waiting for the ruler to forget that they live once....................
......... they live forever.
Welched in the nails of the wall, there wasn't a distinct scent left of their odour. The forboding omnimousity only raised its curtains upon the thirteen year, thirteen month, on the thirtheen night. With wizardy and black magic at its peak this every-century-once ritual, the bloodied covenant awoke, devouring the remains of the stench of blood they have soaked in for years. Moonlight shone into the palace grounds, reviving the lost powers of the wisemen. The hidden strength bloomed under light, conversion of the magnified abilities, as they are sealed, into the one but most recognizable legacy......................
the seventy-eight carded deck.
To the horror of the overlord who have aged and grown supertitious, the deck became of Godwill. The only sanity left of him was to listen to the wills of God, and act on His behalf. He killed his family to continue his legacy as overlord in attainment of everlasting. He wedded seventy-eight wifes in return for the descendance of his rule to continue in fame. Little did he realise, it was a plot all along to allow him in sufferment of his own kind, madness and betrayal. The arch-nemesis of him has been lured to his lair unknowingly and rewarding with glorious victory of unspilled blood.
The overlord looked at his own doom, wondering.............
" How could this have happened?"
The deck summoned its true self in semi-vision to the dead lord, maliciously smirking at his own fate.
" For you have tainted my covenant of betrayal and lust, we shall now in turn treat you to this delight feast of your own insanity."
The overlord shot wide open in his eyes before being pierced straight in the heart, stoppage of adrenaline to the mind.
However, before the deck could be found within the war environment, it was long gone in sight.
Till this very day, this legacy continues to spread. Desire leads to nothing but damnation, and through damnation, one has forgotten its true self as human. And through the course of self-fulfillment, the sacrifice abundance will only lend back to oneself.
Legacy?
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left , untold , pain , sorrow
2007*
2007-05-09 -- goodbye . my love
2007-05-01 -- name analysis is bullshit
2007-04-29 -- walkon
2007-04-26 -- SEX can overcome ALL features
2007-03-31 -- vapourise;
2007-03-27 -- mother.creeping-nature
2007-03-10 -- inochi-style
2007-03-01 -- i.Hateyou
2007-02-25 -- SMD*
2007-01-26 -- dadahouse;bugsbunny
2007-01-24 -- [ kharma ]
2007-01-19 -- rawr*~
2007-01-04 -- hijak*
2006*
2006-12-09 -- Ton-ning;overheat.
2006-12-08 -- clear broads.
2006-12-06 -- opium;weed;drugs on high maintanence
2006-12-03 -- UKAT.268bpm
2006-12-02 -- nullified; answers; whatarethey
2006-11-26 -- ohmyhomies...
2006-11-14 -- my heartbeat stopped.
2006-11-12 -- newsflash
2006-11-07 -- The Fool I am
2006-11-03 -- dissipating mirage
2006-11-01 -- piece after piece
2006-09-28 -- i.resolutionary
2006-09-02 -- rapid dysfunctionality
2006-08-17 -- SleepRampage
2006-08-13 -- Blame >>> the fireworks
2006-07-30 -- Tranquility; Over-
2006-07-14 -- Jack in the Box
2006-07-13 -- Journey; Round about the Mulberry
2006-07-13 -- Illusionary; A Flaw in a Dream
2006-07-02 -- Prevail the Ignorance, dance of eternity
2006-06-11 -- Rip Roll Soil
2006-06-10 -- pluie et abri
2006-06-08 -- espoirs.dévorés
2006-05-15 -- The ugly canvas in the beautiful scene.
2006-05-06 -- mère
2006-05-04 -- abayo........
2006-05-02 -- Joke of the Century
2006-03-19 -- dream : legacy : tarot
2006-03-19 -- DMC layout.
2006-03-12 -- The power of Time ---
2006-03-10 -- In a world of individualism.........
2006-02-26 -- ** ningyou-jigoku
2006-01-31 -- *tainted canvas
2006-01-22 -- subete
2006-01-21 -- Ano Basho : Ano Hyaku-Yen Mise
2006-01-21 -- reunion
2005*
2005-12-21 -- i'm the sinner
2005-12-06 -- shopping like a gay
2005-12-04 -- health deteoriation
2005-11-27 -- nonsensical being sick
2005-11-23 -- sumimasen
2005-11-14 -- i am still me.
2005-11-05 -- FYI, i'm not dead yet.
2005-10-13 -- gone, forever.
2005-09-29 -- sweet, bitter vengeance
2005-09-27 -- last call
2005-09-20 -- word of the day :
2005-09-20 -- Neutrino. Neutrino. Bye. Bye.
2005-09-17 -- fuck your silly pea-brains.
2005-09-11 -- me = bandit
2005-09-07 -- betrayed and fuck your ass
2005-08-25 -- a broken toy
2005-08-17 -- imouto...... -chan.
2005-08-10 -- flew
2005-08-05 -- fuck your inside-out happiness
2005-08-04 -- utter speechless
2005-08-02 -- realization.
2005-08-01 -- cafe tarot
2005-07-19 -- rain and cigarettes
2005-07-14 -- life's like that
2005-07-13 -- image : original MAKO
2005-07-08 -- stupid bag
2005-07-05 -- answer, please.
2005-07-01 -- saku : to tear, to split
2005-07-01 -- get lost
2005-06-30 -- frozen
2005-06-29 -- understood-ed
2005-06-25 -- gackt and miyavi
2005-06-23 -- mako and insanity II
2005-06-23 -- mako and insanity I
2005-06-08 -- singapore street festival 2005
2005-05-30 -- first day
2005-05-23 -- boredom
2005-05-18 -- 24 hours template
2005-05-16 -- blood yaoi
2005-05-10 -- die
2005-04-14 -- virus attack
2005-04-07 -- renaissance__
2005-04-02 -- getting better
2005-04-01 -- about today...
2005-03-15 -- st. white valentines'
2005-03-11 -- madness in me
2005-03-08 -- to the bestie in this school
2005-03-03 -- in reflection to you
2005-02-19 -- refresh this page
2005-02-17 -- blinded bishie
2005-02-16 -- temporary measures
2005-02-02 -- my forum
2005-01-31 -- question
2005-01-17 -- procrastinating
2005-01-12 -- bread and baker
2005-01-10 -- shit happens everyday
2005-01-06 -- [quizzes]
2005-01-01 -- best-written
2004*
2004-12-29 -- love and hate
2004-12-27 -- baka matsuri
2004-12-22 -- spam-bot
2004-12-20 -- no idea
2004-12-16 -- home
2004-12-14 -- insanity
2004-12-13 -- missing you......
2004-12-08 -- progress
2004-12-02 -- me against the world
2004-11-29 -- hatred grows every minute every second everyday
2004-11-26 -- sicked
2004-11-08 -- recently.. .....................
2004-10-31 -- passion destruction
2004-10-28 -- showdown
2004-10-25 -- death.
2004-10-20 -- *spams*
2004-10-14 -- ill and bitching
2004-10-08 -- leisure
2004-10-06 -- insomnia
2004-10-01 -- insatiable love insanity
2004-09-27 -- Suck Me.
2004-09-17 -- Quote of the Day.
2004-09-15 -- meaningless
2004-09-11 -- back
2004-08-21 -- raiko, i give you this.
2004-08-20 -- busy
2004-08-14 -- -enkephalin-
2004-08-12 -- bus. i hate buses.
2004-08-10 -- don't hide. it's for you.
2004-08-07 -- friends. guaranteed with assurance.
2004-08-05 -- Today is unusual.
2004-07-26 -- Shudders.
2004-07-22 -- Nemesis... no more?
2004-07-17 -- when it's still fresh in mind...
2004-07-15 -- kuri-kaesu
2004-07-15 -- She's back... to me.
2004-07-12 -- I feel you coming.
2004-07-11 -- -i'm tired-
2004-07-10 -- Once again.. new layout.
2004-07-08 -- Would I have to....?
2004-07-05 -- lousy.whinny.sissy.
2004-07-01 -- Mother Fucker.
2004-06-29 -- Ignorance is Bliss
2004-06-18 -- Adjustments.
2004-06-12 -- A departure.
2004-06-03 -- To those who might concern...
2004-05-23 -- Don't Ask.
2004-05-22 -- Nothing..
2004-05-13 -- Reassurance
2004-04-30 -- Ureshi
2004-04-28 -- This is not me...
2004-04-26 -- Stressed... again....
2004-04-24 -- The Loved will be Remembered.
2004-04-16 -- Suicidal...
2004-04-13 -- The Day Arrives...
2004-04-06 -- Kurai no Sekai.
2004-04-05 -- Utsukushii no Tsuki.
2004-03-30 -- Crashed.
2004-03-23 -- Last Night...
2004-03-16 -- The Predicted Future.
2004-03-12 -- Headache.
2004-03-05 -- Lies.
2004-03-02 -- I Wish.
2004-02-21 -- Tired. And Battered.
2004-02-16 -- ...Kurushin.
2004-02-10 -- Poisoned
2004-02-04 -- KOF Sharings.
2004-02-03 -- Stained Freedom
2004-01-30 -- The Wicked Rose(Archive)
2004-01-20 -- Prayers of the Heart
2004-01-15 -- School sucks.
2004-01-10 -- The Outing
2003*
2003-12-29 -- Smile-less Me.
2003-12-27 -- Heretic Hell.
2003-12-19 -- Dedication
2003-12-15 -- My Simple Life
2003-12-03 -- Worthiness
2003-11-21 -- Behaviours.
2003-11-17 -- Romance(????)
2003-11-10 -- Fury. Angst. Chaos.
2003-11-07 -- Fears.
2003-11-06 -- Tomorrow's Memory.
2003-11-05 -- Blessed Beliefs.
2003-11-01 -- Inexistence.
2003-10-27 -- Selfish isn't it?
2003-10-25 -- ...Her...and her story....
2003-10-22 -- Time, game for the change?
2003-10-21 -- So much so for now.....
2003-10-20 -- Having thoughts about it.....
2003-10-19 -- The Final Stop.........
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